December 2011
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Dad bought a bottle of 2 Litre Apple and Blackcurrent juice.
I am so happy.
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One of the regular customers at work bought in her really hot son. And seriously, we just stared at each other for a minute or probably two. I was exploding of happiness from the inside.
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White people’s parents: I just want her to do something that makes her happy.
Asian parents: If you do not get over 90 , it is the end for you.
lol went to crash a party in sims 3 only to see a vampire go up in flames and other vampires crying over him. OH KAY.
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Pale Eurpean men.
Living my dreams through sims 3.
What a life.
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Book stores
It really annoys me how I can hardly fine a good bookstore near me anymore. I have resulted in going target and Big W and all they ever stock is Jodi Picoult or Nora Robert books and really, really cliche supernatural romance books. I WANT REAL BOOKS (and also mangas).
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Dream
I dreamt of this person and I’m going to call him person A.
So what happened in my dream was I at home texting him after not talking to him for over a year and then out of nowhere there was a knock on the door. So I went to open it and in front of me was person A. He kind of covered his face with his jacket collar. He then proceed to give me a box of chocolates and started to run away. I...
Finally got my learners.
HURHURHUHRUHRURHURHUR
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Anonymous asked: Clockwork Prince is out! :D
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I really hate wearing sunnies because I really, really hate seeing things in black and grey or whatever the tint is. Its so frustrating because everything is so colourless.
Anonymous asked: where did you get your wedges from? and how much?
Christmas
went to my brothers girlfriends house at 11am
opened presents at her house
met some of her aunties
ate lunch, there was so much food that I was about to explode.
chilled with the aunties, they were so funny.
more people came over & there was someone really cute :3
watched horrible bosses
ate dinner
cute boii kissed me on the cheek goodbye (it’s normal but whatever)
stayed...
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This year I couldn’t get my brother a nice gift so I left him with a box of maltese and a note that said ‘sorry, I couldn’t get you a nice gift this year’.
He came home and went to his room and I heard him say to his girlfirned ‘that was nice of her’
I FEEL LIKE AN AWESOME SISTER. HRUHRUHRURHURHURHURHRUHRUHR
Even though it was a shitty box of chocolates. LOL
My boss gave me an advance payment for boxing day shopping on monday. OOOOOHHH YEAHHHHHHHH!
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I keep hoping for things to get better for us but I don’t know why it doesn’t. I can feel my fatigue, I can feel my hopes dissolving, I can feel myself creeping closer to my breaking point. I’m just so tired, you know? It’s none of your fault but I’m just so tired, I just want things to be better. You keep telling me that it will, but will it ever? When I look at you,...
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Next door neighbours
My next door neighbours are having a party.
They are playing middle easten music.
And making tribe-like chants.
I fear for my life.
21st & 22nd of Dec.
Went over to lils for a sleepover
She did my nails and eyebrows
We put facemasks on
Watched shawshank redemption and Nikita
Woke up and got ready to head to vivians house then to jess’s
Had hotpot for our so called ‘christmas dinner’
Played 13 with shots
Vivian had more than 10 shots and she was off her head. LOL IT WAS SO CRAZY.
I had one because I am awesome and I...
Dream
I had a dream that I was on the playground and then it got raided by like 10 or 20 gingers and honestly, I shat myself.
Present
My brother asked me if I wanted a seperate present for christmas and my birthday or a conjoint one for my birthday. So I chose the second one because he said it was “a big present” (meaning expensive). AND I AM SO EXCITED EVEN THOUGH ITS LIKE A MONTH AWAY. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I want it now.
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When I see tall people I get really self conscious, especially if theyre wearing heels and have amazingly long legs. I could never be them, I could never be sexy with my ultra long legs. Ugh, I just feel so short and unappealing.
Accounting
So it took me like 30 minutes to find my student number and I got more point than what I expected which was a 34. I am content but still slightly disappointed. I texted my brother and he said it was an okay score for my backup and that I better work hard next year.
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Manga
I’m reading manga and it feels like I’m cloud nine.
Sometimes it’s really pathetic for me to get excited over manga. But whatever. The paper smell is so addictive
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Sometimes I feel proud of myself for the things I’ve accomplished so far, for the things that I’ve earned and paid for that most teenagers don’t do.
But then, other times I just feel utterly crap about myself because I’m a crappy person with a crappy life and everything that’s thrown to me was what I deserve.
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Michael (thememoirsofajerk)
Today I was waiting at the station with my friends and then michael (thememoirsofajerk) walked slowly passed me and I was waving midair but he completely walked passed me. It was like I was doing a handshake with the air. Lucky noone saw.
He then came back and said hi and we had an awkward hug, then I saw him again at another station which was kind of awks. LOL okay, I was probably the only one...
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Dear T.V - Tablo
Dear TV, desensitize me.
Gimme more genocide please.
The world is your aphrodisiac,
So you stay turned on every minute,
Every second I breathe.
You weaponize greed,
Kill me with incessant I needs.
Got me checkin’ out those,
And checkin’ out these.
Mainstream me, disinfectin’ my breed.
I’m lookin’ for nirvana but you Geffenize me.
Point me to the skies till heaven’s eye...
vat?
Brother went into my room and saw me looking at pictures of taeyang.
He looked at me with such judgemental eyes and walked out.
I donut understand, it wasnt like i was watching porn.
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Dream
I had this absurd dream that I was going out with gdragon who’s from big bang. But whilst dating him I had feelings for taeyang.
lol okay.
what is wrong with me.
I wanna dream cool spy dreams.
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rambles
I keep saying to myself that although I’m suffering right now, i’ll find my happiness later on life and it’ll be all worth it. Every pain that I’ve ever felt would be forgotten as I learn to forget, I’ll be living in my dream life; pain free and far away from here. It’s just a matter of time.