Every asian festival I go to drives me away from my attraction to asians. lol
Every asian festival I go to drives me away from my attraction to asians. lol
I am fine when it comes to the topic of my mother until people start telling me I should forgive her. It’s not that forgiving her has never crossed by my mind or talking with her. It has, plenty of times but I feel like forgiving her won’t “lift” anything off my shoulders. Why? Simply because there would always be that anger and sadness that she’s caused. Everytime I think of her all that rings in my head is when she said she didn’t need me as her child anymore, as she’s got a new family, when you tell that to a 11 year old kid, they remember it for life. This might sound close minded, but I really do not like when people who have never been in my situation tell me to forgive her like its so easy. I have my reasons not to forgive her and if I seem like a grude-holding bitch then so be it but don’t discuss it with me because all it does is makes me want to cry.
I think that I lack common interest with my friends because I’m really different from them. I find myself being quiet in conversations with them because I either don’t know what they’re on about or I don’t have anything to say that isn’t stupid or weird to them. It’s weird and nice sometimes. But, sometimes when I meet new people, I find that they have a lot of common interest with me and I find myself continously talking to them with constant amusement and it’s somewhat kind of fun. As much as I like my friends, I find myself happier with other people. Weird.
I would totally date fez because he’s really dorky and cute or Hyde because he’s really manly, blunt and funny.
Ok, both of them are really hot. LOL
The one thing that I’m really proud of is that my manga books are lietrally in mint condition.
